Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Understanding.

I know I say this a lot but there is a lot of things I do not and never will understand. Though, let me start this of on a high not with Claire is having her last cycle of chemotherapy over the next 4 days! So you are going to say she is cancer free, right? Well I'll let you know once all of the follow up tests have concluded.
Now let's get back to that original thought. I'm not going to get into why Claire had to go through all this because no one needs to go through that heartache but I. I want to go more literal here. When Claire was first diagnosed everyone and their mother wanted to visit her but as time worn on it was usually just her and I, especially on the two day stay. It's like the fun of it wore off. Which I don't mind, really, only slightly offended. 

I know people work but I just feel like they don't want to show up and spend time in a hospital room, but hey who does?  Then there was the issue of people who had school but it's summer now so nice try but it's not a valid excuse. I just don't know why I expect anything from these people. Golden rule, you can only depend on yourself... no one else and it does suck. 

I must say though I am proud of myself for getting Claire and I through this with such little support.

Well at least this will be the last long stay that I will expect anyone to come that won't, you know the fun stuff.

_-_Courtney_-_

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